Hernando:

hey donkey send some florida weather my way

i'm dying here

Me 8:04pm:

good

thoughts of your death are what make me happiest

lol

Hernando 8:05pm:

lol

Me 8:05pm:

what are you guys upto?

Hernando 8:05pm:

deatheaters can't truly die son son

just chilling waiting for this kid to come out

 

Me 8:06pm:

i

i'm pretty sure that's not true

Hernando 8:06pm:

so he can get things for me

Me 8:06pm:

lol

you're going to be such a great father

lol

Hernando 8:06pm:

the best

iron fist from the beginning

Me 8:06pm:

so...is it a "he"? or are you guys still just going to wait and be surprised?

haha

it should be illegal for you to father a child

Hernando 8:07pm:

ya we don't know i just say he but i really thing its a girl

Me 8:07pm:

aww

how's abby holdin' up?

 

Hernando 8:09pm:

good no more puking but now she is getting unconfortable less and less room in here belly

baby had the hipccups the other day it woke her up

Me 8:10pm:

aww poor abby

i didn't know that was even possible

Hernando 8:11pm:

yup belly just shakes lol

Me 8:12pm:

haha

that sucks

tell her i said hi?

or do you have her locked up?

Hernando 8:13pm:

she can play when her chores are done lol

Me 8:13pm:

haha

so, guess where we're going tomorrow, donkey...

Hernando 8:14pm:

if you say universal i'm going to punch you throught the computer

Me 8:14pm:

get that iron first out, then

lol

Hernando 8:15pm:

so during mardi grass concerts that they do lynard skynard is going ti be there ans its abby's and my fav

we are so mad

we are going o miss it

Me 8:15pm:

haha

what night is it?

Hernando 8:16pm:

can't remember

Me 8:16pm:

of course you can't

for a second i forgot that you're an idiot

sorry

lol

Hernando 8:16pm:

lol

i gotta go but tell our mom hi and that we miss her you not so much just some lol

Me 8:18pm:

lol

i'm not going to tell her

bye!

Hernando 8:18pm:

lol

bye

keep it gansta for me down there

Me 8:18pm:

no

lol

bye

Abby's never on facebook when I am, so I don't really get to talk to her much:'(.  I miss them like crazy.

So, yeah.  I'm going to Universal Studios/Island of Adventures tomorrow.  I'm really excited (even if it is my sixth time going over the past twelve months).  I love the Harry Potter part, but I really wish Abby and Hernando were back here to share it with my mom and I again.

Next weekend is the Highland Games.  This will be our third year going.  I'm so freaking excited.

Sorry for the lack of depth and the high level of neglect I inflict upon this blog.  I miss just writing my words down (even if they're not that great).

How have you been, reader?

Today's Dilemma

The title of this post evokes thoughts of a possible revolution in Egypt or maybe even how many curse words are said by high school students during only the first hour of school.  I'm sorry to disappoint you, but this is about you, my dear blog.

I have abandoned you for about a month or so now. Though you are inanimate, and a creation all my own, I love you, blog. We are the opposite of Dr. Frankenstein and his monster (at least, I hope).

I miss you.  You are a place where my thoughts can consume and evolve through my own sort of therapy.  You are a place where I can lay my whole heart down into words that maybe only two people will see.  My best friend doesn't even know about you, blog.  You are my own secret and my own safe-haven.  You are -- in a sense -- my home.

This is not so for my vlog.  In my vlog, I must omit and suppress emotions and feelings of my days.  In my vlog, I try not to offend or betray.  Is it really a video diary if no opinions or feelings are expressed as they would be in an actual diary?

The dilemma I face is that of sharing you with the Youtube community.  I don't even have ten subscribers (I have nine), but the level of exposure that would result from my sharing you scares me.  The level of vulnerability I feel safe to have here is on the opposite end of the spectrum when it comes to my Youtube channel.

What do I do, blog/reader?